It is September, and I must remember to breathe. Approaching anniversaries of the loss of a loved one can be difficult, even several years later. It will be four years for us, and it’s still odd how dread and sadness can creep in and begin to take over. The flip of the calendar to THAT month sends shock waves through the body and soul. The flashbacks begin. The smell of the air is familiar and a reminder of the agony endured years earlier. Yes, I must remember to breathe deeply and keep my eyes fixed on things above, things that will help me to remember we will be together again one day. And it will be far better than anything we shared here. I love you Jacob, and I miss you!
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This is a special month for us too as we approach what would have been 33 yrs. old for Matt on Sept. 27th. My birthday is also this month. I can’t help but think that we used to both celebrate this month. Even though it has been 7 yrs. the memorable days still come with much bittersweet emotion. Thank you for reminding us that all of us who lose a loved one have these same mixed feelings as certain dates come upon us. On a happy note, this year also marks Hannah’s 1st wedding anniversary on the same day as Matt’s birthday so it becomes even more special.
Missing Jacob with you, Kim