It is September, and I must remember to breathe. Approaching anniversaries of the loss of a loved one can be difficult, even several years later. It will be four years for us, and it’s still odd how dread and sadness can creep in and begin to take over. The flip of the calendar to THAT month sends shock waves through the body and soul. The flashbacks begin. The smell of the air is familiar and a reminder of the agony endured years earlier. Yes, I must remember to breathe deeply and keep my eyes fixed on things above, things that will help me to remember we will be together again one day. And it will be far better than anything we shared here. I love you Jacob, and I miss you!